A sudden deep thought comes in mind and I assume it is for a purpose because I think or can say my philosophy is everything that we go through has a purpose and if a thought comes in mind, you should really think about it hashtag but not overthink it. People are everywhere and so does the sadness and happiness but if you only look for the sadness part then you will definitely not have the answer of when someone asks you, when was the last time you were happy? Or when was the last time you really thought things will take time or we haven’t seen you happy since the day 1 and things like this go on repeatedly.
It is not a reality check, nor a slap on your face but a warning to you that you need to make things clear in your mind in your heart so that when you look outside you can actually see happiness too or somehow it exists. You have been broken your whole life, you have made others sadness turn into yours, halt things that you prefer to do with your own likably taste but when you look deep down that the things are right but handling those are not in the right manner.
And when you are oftentimes do the right thing in a right manner, self-doubts abrupt so much that it empties your mind but make your heart weighs the most. Yes, it is definitely true that you cannot succeed in the first try but you can hope and you can wander but if you bring negativity in that, you may also feel things are not correct not in your life but with your emotions. And you need to fix that soon!
Somehow somewhere things are not in the favor and if we look forward in it, thinking things are not good only with you or the things that are wrong with you, that is different from the sufferings you cannot make things alright ever! Things can be resolved and issues can be fixed and your sufferings it might not come up with an end but it can be toned down so you can feel a bit enthusiasm while working on yourself.
What is said un-left can be said by your destiny in some other ways, only if you start believing in it or I shall say, believing in destiny is like a perspective you follow to drive some thoughts you filter it out and give your likings a shot. You cannot make your sufferings take with you everywhere you go, though it is ok to feel stressed and depressed but assuming everyone can fix it wrong and that is why we have a connection with a few people nowadays and that too is rare also but a genuine one.
But when you feel a connection that is a whole different vibe that you follow through in some other way, sometimes when you look at someone and decide this person can heal me in a way I can talk to them and get my answers and even though you can get it too and that is also true that not every where you can find it but once or twice it can be like this and also with like that not everyone can make you a whole out of that void.
There talking, personas everything that you like in them varies in a way you wanted from the scratch but what if somethings are not always meant to be happen and that is why people always says opposite attracts and if this is what it meant, then I may agree with them. Because with the one you get influence with, you cannot fall in love with them. Love that feeling is rare, that gratitude is different. There is no definition of love but when you fall for a person you fall for the meaning behind their eyes, pain through their smile and yeah that definitely skip your heartbeat every time you see them you fall for the exact second.
Not telling the philosophy of love but when you wander healing of others even when they don’t, you desire to make it happen the ending of suffering, that is love through healing. And you cannot feel it with anybody. If you start to do it with everyone that becomes a business. You need to be patient, you need to take care of some things, what you share and with whom you share and sometimes the person you share may not fall in love with you and that is also quite a nice thing atleast you can share a family thing with them. And that is happiness!
Things do get time to happen, the end of suffering, the start of happiness or falling in love or falling out of love whatever you feel through the entire day, if you have patience and you feel things from inside that is the most quietest thing you will ever see and the loudness inside you, it will end forever. And you will feel lighter than ever!
Feeling light, emptying the weight it is necessary to be done every time you take a stress where you cannot think anything you wish to or cannot consult others if they need it from you. The simplest thing ever you can do to feel light is just make your mind look up the sky and feel the sun light or any weather rather it is autumn, winter, rainy anything. There is a psychology behind feeling weathers.
For me the autumn season is my favorite and when you look at those maple leaves, it gives you a warm feeling when they fall from the trees like a sudden wave of the feeling something undefinable but this is my psychology still I will explain it. it is something when you stop from a bit rush from your life, whole mind is disturbed and you want to be still and learn how to smile sit under the trees where maple leaves are. it will make you feel the same.
And same goes for the winter season when the snow falls on the ground and we go to the mountains to enjoy it, we are not enjoying it but we are emptying ourselves from the heavy weight of those emotions that we cannot explain, either we let them go or just start to get used to it but we do not have a burden thereafter.
And the rainy season, when rain happens pretty enough you all have said this, I walk in the rain when I cry because nobody can see me crying. That actually has a meaning because when you go walk in the rain the wind flows it carries a warm layer of carrying out away exhaustion inside you and every tear inside you washes away.
These weathers, they are deep enjoyment if you look forward enough to enjoy life with the multiple layers inside them. Feel good, feel better, feel happy whenever your mind is empty and heart carries the most of the weight.