Rather among all the places in the city wherever I go even before a coffee shop perhaps that is my second favorite place, I know whatever things I have been too, my favorite place should be only one and that could only be a bar, well you can count that as number three favorite place to go but my one and only number one place to go will be a book store. I can do anything to be down there and try to live where the books are.
Its not like a likeable thing or some comfort in there, sometimes you just want to meet yourself and in the book store, you meet and greet many versions of you where you feel like you are talking to yourself and it helps in socializing too. When you are afraid and scared to meet people, you read books there of different genres, mythological, non fiction, literary fiction, memoirs, self help, and many other genres, you try to find people in them of which you like to have a conversation with one day.
It is also true when you are around books you only need silence and then you can feel the characters that are driven inside them. And you became one of them! The characters, visualize the most in you when you feel them but when you became one of them that is the time you are a critic and you intend to live those lives, no but you intend to create one of those lives with your hidden talent inside you of creating world, creating stories, creating yourself and creating the feelings that once it had so much inside you or teasing you and now it is all hidden. Within those pages who you are is hidden, who you might be is hidden and who you could be is hidden. And importantly what you want or need to show is hidden, that matters the most.
When you try and create some stories you forget all your worries, you forget all your stress, tension and everything that is teasing you and your soul, it is telling you to get lost in the stories. Yes of course you read something that give you the answers to you what is teasing but despite that in finding those answers, you finish all the questions and transform yourself into a sane person and you forget to judge too, either you or anyone else.
People don’t read or write because that is some fantasy or you have to complete that friction force because it is trending. Sometimes they create the art because it is the urge to just go with the flow to freak out from running and just suddenly stop and feel the peace, feel the stagnation. Sometimes to just stop somewhere at some point of life is a good thing, when you are alone and nobody is there you don’t have to lose yourself. You just have to feel right there where you are and enjoy the moment in which you are.
Coins have both the side, sometimes others are victim because of you and sometimes you are the victim and on some days you are both. It is just the way what you see and how you see. Things will go definitely go wrong in your life, it is a plan of your destiny to teach your worth, so that you can work on yourself. And believe me, this will not happen if you will not carry the book you like to have and love to read.
One always have that in their life, from which the turning point of life starts and whenever you feel low or wants to slow down the life you open that page of that book only to philosophize yourself. To feel self empathy, to feel that energy, to see people from the eyes that nobody can see you turn yourself into a book then and that is also a rare thing one always find in themselves.
It is not a habit, not even a job but also something that you feel within yourself. That you will remember always, not as a picture or image but as words, but as waves of ocean that wherever far they go, it always meet you where you are standing, that is the procrastination of stillness. The more you wait for life to be quiet, the more you will find yourself standing alone by the end of shores waiting them to come near you so that you can live that main character energy and feel it is alright if you are a little late in life. But you are on time.
Quitting a thing from your daily schedule is not easy, either it could be one of those habits which you genuinely want to quit but you couldn’t or you want to quit that corporate job you thinking for years and to start a new thing on a peak level when you have nothing but if you believe in that, it will be worth it of all time. Things take time to grow, you take time to grow but it will only happen when you will start making your mind all set.
Having a book with you is a life resolving issues that you all must feel inside to consume what you believe in a positive side. That is why I believe one should always be a writer, one is always a writer but you should always be a reader first. Then only you could understand what you simplifying is sort of a part of what you are thinking and seeing everything.
Face reading, realizing that the society you are living in is much broken dead inside and you my friend, been only one percent of it. And to feel that is completely alright because we all know that one percent is also weighs the most and feeling throughout that suppression is making yourself counting on the heavy breathes you never thought you will be having.
You see one scene from a movie that you love the most now it hits you and you start to cry or panic and you don’t even know the reason for it. You start having anxiety attacks on a sudden note from the death of the person you never met, why you felt bad? Who knows the reason behind it. Sitting on a random day on a tea stall or a coffee shop you start to feel heavy suddenly and your hands start to shake, you don’t know the reason at all. There are few things that we do not know the reason behind it but our mind it wishes we know the meaning and so we prepare our mind to find all the philosophical reasons behind it.
And to find the philosophical reasons you open the book you always read or wished to read. And when you open that book, suddenly you have all the answers then, is it because your mind stated that or that book actually have the answers. Who knows and who cares, thus what you need is right there with you. Still to figure out you think more and then you scratch your head and act dumb but you will know the importance of book and in the end that is what destiny tries to make you look forward to. Always be patient in life and enjoy the books! Each book has its own time to have in your palms, make that time today and grab that book you always wanted to have and create it with others too by writing one.