Seeking like want or need of a person requirable?
It is not the first time I am talking about the topic practicality in either, when you are with someone or when you are not with someone. What does it even mean to be practical? To not just purely go entire dig deep down into the emotions of undisputed place but to sense those emotions like it could even endanger you?
But how does emotions endanger us when all of it gives us reason to be vulnerable with the person, we adore the most and the only person we share the vulnerability with. Two similar types of people can be happy together and two different personality type of people can also be happy together if vulnerability shared correct.
But how vulnerability is shared correct? And does it bother someday if one did not share one day and the other just becoming more and more digging into vulnerability that it is pathetically impossible for them to say it is love. Harsh truth but when you are stuck in the middle of something and no open door is being there you feel stuck and get irritated that no matte how much time it takes you wish to get out of it the second you find a way.
And sometimes you didn’t find as there is no any other way of going out so whatever there is you mean that it is your life or destiny. Either being in love or being something irrational happened. But when you feel loved or when you sensed love, nothing make sense at all. Only except what you are getting in return is the same thing or emotion you are happy with it.
But deep down your inner consciousness knows it is hazardous and become venomous one day and may shall not destroy relationship but it blows up away you, that trust turns into the fear of taken granted again and again and again….
Let me get to the straight up point. You see someone, talked to someone, then feel something strange and believing it is love. How can you think it is love when you did not know how the other person is actually not only for you but for the world. You cannot fall for someone until when you get to know the real them. Yes, love at first sight may happen but if you get to know what they have gone through only by looking at a glimpse of them and realized what they suffered and how they suffered and you promised yourself not them that you will never ever intend to break them anyhow.
Two people so similar as if like variant of each other but still so different from each other like when you actually get to know them you actually know they are not so different yet of a similar taste but follows something unreliable purpose. I guess, when the people you know for a long time or either a short span of time you get to know them only when they share intimacy and it could be of any type romantically or theoretically or whatever they do it with you.
So, when you came across of two same personalities people in one life and you screwed it one time. Try to stay a bit lowkey that you did not screw up again and it became like you only have one life and you have to dealt with that what you have now and what you are now and what you can do to save it now.
Everybody miss their old self and everybody wants to be like their old self that could be the matter of how they remember how they dealt with the things more maturely as they are now and wished to be like that maturely with more practicality and a bit care free. But the mind, the heart and the soul knew whom to and how to seek what you always wanted and that chase was more usual and fun rather than how it became the way we handle things so quietly and desperately and in messier and chaotic.
Things go out of the hand the minute we worry about something and when it is spoil, we insult our fate, our destiny and most of the time blame the god as we think they are the only one that write our destiny. They only show us the way or they only gave us the pen and teaches us how to write and If we chose to write love then there should be type of love where chasing is beautiful where being in love is beautiful where roads are filled with garden and flower, it sounds filmy but in reality it is also the same but first what is uncanny or we have to write is the pain that someone goes through once in their life and decide to change themselves their whole self or lives.
Some may get tough, some may turn pookie (sorry but no sorry for using this term) and some may turn sensitive and some may even turn cold enough to be more enough of what one could get easily. In easy terms when someone get tough during their sufferings they search for who may understand and knows the real them and if everything goes by good, they will search for the partner in that person.
Some may turn pookie, they are a bit care=yyy always no matter what they lose what they turn into as their true nature is of never to hurt someone intentionally and unintentionally but when they are hurt by someone or the freak ups they are disturbed by they cut off everyone including themselves from themselves. And it takes a lot of them to find who are they what were they and it can only be done by the same level of pookie as they are.
Some may turn sensitive again the term of vulnerability I will be using as what happen is they never want out of the comfort zone area they always were and will be and chose a person who does not want the same or understand the same but who passionately give the same like a human version of comfort zone, one who has lots of care but never possibly got a chance to give it to someone and if they gave it was misused and still they want to give it to the person who requires it and their senses find anyhow.
Some may even turn cold, by the time goes or passes by they forget that somebody will give them love even they know somebody is loving them and still it takes a lot of deep passionate care of pure and genuine friendship to turn that into love which also require patience. And if you know how a patience is defined you can turn that person’s coldness into a caring nature for your own.