a problematic person, or shall I say for a homeless person who deliberately is always in the need of finding home not to just live where one can cook food, bath, or sleep but to feel like a home and how do one feel like home? While living with families? While coming back with lots of excitement in the festive season? While meeting group of friends and laugh endlessly without any topic and just seeing with their face?
Apparently yes, but sometimes in search of the home, one always remains homeless and hopeless both and to realize home is not either made with bricks, nor the people but it is made with the emotions and sentiments of the people you live with. The caring nature, the dependency on others in your absence, everything matters for building a home. But what if, despite everything that you do, you cannot make home with all the things required till also?
The nature of one has to change it for someone who is uncomfortable in the consequences they seek you and if you cannot do that, you are not building a home though you are creating hell for others whosoever is coming to live with you in terms of family. Situation like being angry, emotional persona and some tragedy in personal life that you want to keep secret comes but it also is necessary to share amongst with those whom you live with.
Someone shows it is the proud fact that we have a private life from my family, they know nothing about me. What is being proud here for? And whom one is being proud here for? The big alpha people who thinks they did not hold the superiority but is the superiority of the house and they did not even think this is what breaks the house and not only this, this is what tragic stories of one lives come in action that later become the curse of life by asking questions themselves why are we like this and what our fault has been that we turned out to be like this?
The blame game starts to place a void where we cannot help ourselves and cannot even find ourselves in the right amount of life. Else what we can do is blame ourselves and seek for forgiveness in others but we forget the only person that gives us forgiveness is we itself. And the day we start to took ourself sensationally serious, that is the day one can be start loving and caring a bit for themselves.
Years may pass, whole life from childhood to the old life one never understood that if we did not care ourself mentally, especially mentally we do not have control in our emotions like anger, shouting or any other emotion that tease the other one badly and we start to do things which make us hate more.
If something has been wrong with you mentally or physically don’t just keep it with you, share it with the people and find a solution for it. One can be disturbed and depressed and still be smiling but when something triggers then they show there that grey shade side which no one was ready to see and while judging them they became pretentiously like that in terms of nature, actions, and words and be taunted since then.
And if some happy occasion came unlike festivals, all of them are scared and chose to avoid just because you may have a bad mood and can spoil anyone’s happiness there and slowly you became a loner without any fault. Just because you did not care about your mental issues, mood swings and the capability to hold the maximum amount of work that you can transfer it in yourself.
Obviously, life may did not revolve how you see or how you want to see and it is also alright if you cannot understand the psychology behind it. But one may also know that life also does not revolve around them as well or they seem to be thinking they are the main character in a family just because they earn.
No, completely no. And why is that one may have to think! They just are not depressed but they are making everyone depressed who live with them or being together with them by accepting things they never wanted to or never thought of. And when they are accepting it they did not seeing the rise of big issue in it but when another is not accepting or is trying to understand other one that becomes a big massive issue that being wrong is okay, so following wrong thinking is okay now in terms of treed on someone’s feet and making others understanding that to stop being a puppet and make things okay if they are wrong according not to your nature but how it is being sorted out. Clear, compassionate and in complete right order by lowering down the tone and by right amount of conversation with the one who is making an issue.
Things can change, awfulness inside others can be changed only if you can see what is wrong with them and how to change it. Few things are unacceptable but that does not mean you can accept despite of other’s happiness. Few things can be accepted only and only with your understandings and acceptance.
What you can transfer inside is totally your choice but what you seek is totally dependable on your nature and what is going inside you either happiness or sadness or some disturbing elements. Emotions are not built with heart and nor brain, they are connected with the soul and if your soul cannot be happy how the organs that pumps and regulates blood or gives you knowledge can be alright. It may be operated by nerves but it is being navigated by the soul.
Which decides that you can be happy or sad or what are the elements to be taken inside the sensory motions. A person feels million of emotions in a day and remembers quite a few and talks about the only emotion that is touched either happily or badly and if they do not do conversation for that emotion, they are creating the biggest tragedy of their lives about not discussing wanting and needing that comes out of those emotions.