One cannot live without feeling emotions, letting out of the emotions, a life without feeling compulsion of emotions that does not feel shivering to the body which led through the anxieties and migraine stuffs. The most underrated thing as a human one can presume is to feel and let out their emotions only if they can get a chance to it.
But what if, one does not get a chance to show their emotions on time and what they start to feel is their timing is wrong but the truth is something else, and despite of that when they start to feel all of these, they start to lose interest in them and their life and one shall believe their fate will never change. The truth that I am telling about is, each one of us is having chaos in silence that we crave and one could not know their true calling silence when they will not find a person who not just listen their inner tolerance but also start to feel them a bit alright to feel chaos in every step of life.
One who has been through a lot, it is great that they have been learning on their own, the loneliness, the urge to have someone, the positive side of everything actually to see things and to take observations in positive side. But one who has been living their whole life in the darkness, in the loneliness, in the void when they face such downfall their destiny gives them chaos eternally and the silence they crave, that start to hide in the loudness of an undesiring nature of one expectation towards them.
The darkness, the loudness, the loneliness or can say the void, one who has seen these and one who had been living with these emotions, there is no difference at all but having experience is a big thing and one who had seen this can give a better advice and one who had living this can observe this and make feel warmth to others selflessly. And both of them can help each other as one who lived through it and at some point in their life they want a restart.
Or sometimes they want do a thing that makes them feel good and helping others emotionally and makes them aware of psychology that revolves around reality that is harsh sometimes, unacceptable but also demanding free from everything. And sometimes it is not possible but that does not count one cannot try to do it. And another thing that I have learned is, one who seeking all of this, they lack freedom and they think working on these things will give them freedom.
It is not wrong but they need to sense freedom is made with those people who understand freedom, no wait freedom is made with those who does not know what freedom is, actually wait they need to sense freedom is made with those who could not balanced time, money, relations and even faith which made them lonely by choice and not chance.
And it does not make them guilty though it is the way they were born and brought up and never had a chance to consume and see all of the things. Not because they did not wanted to but things around them were not like this and more the people see their environment more they become like that, it is rare that one is genuinely like them, like the real them as they are and people might not get influence with them nor they praise them but people actually applaud them with a success of growing in an environment which is directly opposite to them.
Their main agenda is not to be a person who spread their personality, their main agenda is to accept every people who they are and still be with them and make them learn to transform with the time as it feels the value of it accordingly. The value of their own life, the reality, the time and especially environment.
As what I see, people wore spectacles the kind of glasses a blind person wore. Because the things are in front of them, the confidence is in front of them, the reality is in front of them, the power of freedom is in front of them and the people they want to be with, they are also in front of them and slowly and steadily those blind people glasses turn into a normal spectacles that normal people wear when they learn who they are and what are their true calling and where they belong.
These all things are inter connected and co related with the stuffs that revolve around us every minute. It is the nature of humans that when we someone much younger than us we feel they are not stupid but astray. They see their stupid past in them like how morons they were and how we deal with it is our consciousness that we need to awaken that tells us there is always a soft corner in a harsh person’s heart, mind and even in their soul.
Some people not are sad by what they observe, what they see or what they seek but sometimes they have a personality trait like this which can be match with some of the rare people only and this is the main reason they feel unfit in most of the relationships, in functions, even in their own home and if they feel ashamed of that, It is the biggest disappointment for their life. it is alright to be normal, it is alright be to have such personality as by the time quality matters over the quantity, and more you exaggerate this emotion, it is for their own growth of life, growth of personality, growth of development and growth of observance.
Nobody learns this from childhood, even if a backbencher can becomes a CEO, a person who has lost in faith from relationships find a person who make them start to believe in one, a person who lives alone but not feels lonely, they all can win in life then why not a grey shade character who deserves all of it yet gives everything and loses everything who fails in making others understand them yet they understood everyone. It is not the question of even understanding, everyone has a flaw but a deed learns to be a selfless is all one requires to be a human.