Abandoning is not the option but to face it is!
Hmm, so you are pathetic lonely freak. And, you do not have anybody to talk and if you found them, then for a period of time you forgot your purpose and start to fill their void. But you should be filling that void inside you but you never get that chance, I ask why? Will you become the most typical kind of guy who is framed of everything but never get anything in return.
The thing is you did not want anything back in return, you overcome fears of others and you need somebody who can overcome your fears. Yes, that is the thing but still you are afraid, scared, and you want to hide from everything. Will that give you all your answers after abandoning everything? To the one you are important now, will you be important for them the whole life. Who knows, but one thing you really want even if that not exactly you want but the thing is they should remember you, rant in front of you but still you need to be with them.
You want to keep feeling you are important for them. But why? Just because nobody takes you on a serious note whatever you do and still, they don’t. So, the question is you want to make others feel serious for you and not just the random joke! What will you get after taken being serious? The characterization in life will improve and not just that but including you your values will matter.
It maybe still but only for a limited period of time. Aren’t that be justified? Yes, it is and it will be always but it gives freaks sometimes like why only a limited period of time and not every time you all guys talk! The problem maybe is not everyone can show but one can make you feel and if one can make you feel why you need to being showed by them. It is not what it is but it is what it is not.
Critical to understand and not much hard to know why this happens. Abandoning someone in order for something is not the right choice but thinking more like what you have become as being lonely it is not easy also to fight. Then there is no question of winning and losing though only one question raises will it be easy to survive when you are all ignored and now became that type of vagabond where no matter what happens you cannot dream of being with anyone just because you tried to make someone love you and eventually you failed.
You just did not failed but you lost all the hopes and let your fear came true but for that scenario that was one leap of faith you haven’t had expectations not even one percent but you gave your all. And that is where you lost the concept of winning and losing and even having a family also. You thought you need to be completed but the truth is you are finding a purpose of not only surviving but to be winning again.
You did not know any definition of winning or any definition of getting a purpose. But the thing is you never got understood and you are not now from the people you thought and from the people you never thought. To have someone habit is really bad only when you are affectionate. Leave this behind and you will know how you will win.
And yes, you may get your purpose too. But what about to start something you may have to leave behind something but you did not know how to let go things because you think it is not in your norms and If you let go some things you may not be the same person to some person you were before. But again the same question what is the need to be the same person as you were? The updation in one’s life is a positive affect.
Till you understand this it is a big late. But in life it maybe both to feel completed or fill the void and to find a purpose. Maybe you get to know your purpose when you will feel completed and without getting what you want you already are feeling completed, I guess it is stupidity at its peak because it is life making you a moron or you understand life a big mistake.
Someone may have that aura, but it never meant you already feel completed. You only be completed when someone who have this aura is now the part of your life. And if they can change or now change for you only then why is that, you scared of being update yourself.
You cannot face this small little thing which is not also for you in the beginning but how do you expect yourself from who you are and why you are people can understand. Nobody will come to make you understand. If you are being alone, do not repeat mistakes in the past and enjoy being lonely because that is how life should be treated.
And you do not have to need find any purpose. Everything you surpass have a hidden purpose, make it come in limelight. And let that affect you because it is already, we have learned in childhood, make fun of something you did not like and then it will never tease you and so is something with loneliness.
If you did not want to get marry don’t. if you don’t want to laugh don’t. If you don’t want to cry, then you should cry. Sane people could act sometimes insane but insane people cannot act sane. And you are one of those sane people whose time is being wrong and not the life. So, if you are being selective somewhere by enjoying a bit or finding people you are going right in track. And never lose that!
To find a home you must have to be a brick that can built a home. Yes, home is and always be a person but never forget to find a home you should have bricks too in order to renovate the home or to built that home. Maybe you are both home and bricks as well and maybe you are home for somebody and they are bricks for you. Find a right eye and everything will be on track.
Life moves on if you are ready or not, especially when you are not ready. People prepare themselves for the best but they should be preparing themselves for the worst. Worst case scenarios can happen anywhere and good scenarios are the rarest thing that you make in your life and feel proud of. Where worst case scenarios never be made, they came unexpectedly without a prior notice and without a prior notification.
Stay happy, enjoy every bit and if you are lonely be proud of it.