SOMEWHERE, SOMETIMES, SOMEHOW YOU THINK IT HAD BEEN SO MUCH OF LATE BUT THAT IS WHERE YOUR PATIENCE STARTS TO TEST OR CHECK UPON YOU!

Again, I ask if you wait for someone for years just for a right moment of time will that be counted in their life or your life? Maybe yours, maybe theirs, or maybe both. But when does the right time come in each of your lives? Or is it made or destiny makes it? Lots of questions and not a single question is justified to answer!

You think a lot, you perceive a lot, you fear a lot, you dream a lot, you chase a lot, also you fight a lot but only thing you did not do is to find what you doing is rather worthy or not? Of course it might be, but what makes it worthy, you do not have many answers but you have one word “patience” that describes it all. How and why? Definitely patience is the key for a healthy life and relationship with someone you see a future with. But does it tag along with the things you struggle and more than that you suffer?

Might be. When you stop chasing for something that you chased your whole life and sat in silence and thought about it and what you thought was it was always right behind you and you did not notice that. And now, today, you saw that, thought about that, sit along with a cup of coffee and your mind, heart and soul said, stop chasing start enthusiasm with the person you look after your future. With the person that can fill your void, with the person your fears did not have any shape, at sometime it has but that does not have any power to overpower your happiness with that person.

Maybe that is love all about. You seek, you wait, you made a space in your partner’s life, you won. You can see on someone’s face, someone’s voice and someone’s eyes how much they are happy not because they won in life but because they won their partner not as something a prize but it is not more than a prize that gives you a lifetime achievement and happiness. A person who had been lost in life since starting start to feel like he is passing it while holding hand, is not more than a great life you dreamed of.

Maybe that is why small meetings, call talks video chats are important in life. Whenever they are far away, you still can feel their presence. You plan to meet them and you plan to greet with small gestures to make them feel special. You may have your own fears of getting married which may be valid sometimes because what you saw your whole life you did not wanted to repeated again in your life as you want to make it so precious moments that whenever it may happen you can handle things calmly and with an agreement of joy, kindness and persuasion.

Sometime you are on your own, sometimes you are not in your own. Sometimes things are justified to you and sometimes it is not justified because sometimes things make sense and sometimes it does not make sense. But not sometimes but every time it so does make a point that you have to find through a pair of glasses which may find chaos but also find solace with it. Better call it like Simple! Sorted! Sophisticated!

You start to change yourself, you start to expect more from yourself than from them, you start to negotiate with yourself, you make your life a little better, with better shortcomings, with better clothes, with better food, with better company, with better timings, with balancing each moment. Everything starts with you and end with telling them with what you did your whole day. And vice versa!

It maybe, a beautiful wait, it maybe, a beautiful start, it maybe, a beautiful ending, it maybe this, it maybe that. But just focus on “it maybe, beautiful”. Your life with patience then starts to show results. And you will start to noticing in each minute of each day how much of you have been increased in level of sarcasm, in level of charisma, in level of how you treat yourself, how much you treat others.

Sometimes you cry, sometimes you feel not sure, somewhere there are mixed emotions before being a permanent one and you feel devastated. But what the thing is you are scared, which is the only thing you are unaware of and comes unnoticeable. You cannot make this come through your eyes like something desirably happens which you wished or. Instead, it comes along with a tag and with a price which you have to pay for and the mode of payment is not suffer but to think with positivity.

Unlike many other emotions you need to figure out what are the things you are afraid of and why? And if present is in your hands or not. If yes, good to go for what you find out what you are afraid of and if no, well honestly there is no room for no because if you cannot find out of what you are afraid of then what is the reason you are coming way too long for this.

Future seems always scary and it is familiar with the past and it is clingy too but you cannot hold onto it more than a lifespan of thinking of planning your future. Thinking of the past over that will repeat again in future it is a mistake to do that. It always will be! As no matter what if you think you will be stuck then you will be and if you think you will resolve this, then also you will be. It all matters on what you think and decide to do.

It was always been the battle of what to think and what to decide and what to do next. But suppose, if there is no next then? If there is only present, will you take the risk of the thing to do which you have not experience of or I shall say will you take the risk of the thing which has no history linked with your life like not in past and neither will be in future whatever there is you have to pursue that in present only.

Present is the only smartest thing in life, to make you a sane person rather than to looking out from the past and think of the future and be a sinner instead because then you will not only destroy your life but also their too. And honestly you did not want that either of it. Present might not be a game to play but a gift to open and to see what is there that we can seek in life, and understand it and learn from it and give us a lifetime freedom from the worries and nonstop anxieties.

If it makes you cry, do cry. At least it will make you think of something you aren’t sure of. But always believe in destiny as it always thought the best out of you. And a hacking plan to know what destiny had thought of you, “where there is a will, there is a way”. Wherever you go, wherever you are lost find a door that opens with a capability of knowing better not more than you but more than you.