Madness is all we want or it is a new type of normal!?
Sometimes what happened to you is really devastating moment of life which you never wanted to experience ever which is obvious though who wants to experience that pathetic harsh reality but despite of in order of that you became cursed for the sins you never intended to do but eventually it happened and you did not know how to end it.
Until one day you thought your part of the story ended in each one of the lives but you did not know you just need a restart not to become part of someone’s life but actually becoming someone’s life or actually both but in a very different way. And with respect to that so on you get a chance to make everything alright, to end up your curse, to end up what started but hadn’t finished yet, to fill the void with what you finally know completes you finally.
You can be with someone, be the part of their lives and still wouldn’t be their lives. This is the worst you will ever feel that too when you planned everything and was seeing a moment to say to that someone. But when everything is gone you realize what, you lost that person? No, you should not feel this instead what you have to feel is every second is a moment and what you create is either the life long lesson or life long blessing.
You are someone that desires to be the narrator of your life and everyone’s life but not the writer of their life. That they should do themselves, it is their needs how they want to write and what to write. And if they cannot do it in one of those rare cases, you should not only understand but to become them for a while about how they feel things.
You can end your fear, you can feel sorrow and you have to change your personality in order of someone else’s destiny writer. But I am saying what is the use of that? If you can be their guidance only when you are needed. And by the time you can end your fear by learning a lot from sometimes to let things or let people or let their relationships go with the flow. If destiny had played this much then the pending game would be more beautiful than one can ever imagine.
I always wished to be that Normal People thing with someone I really loved after reading that Salley Roonie’s book based on the same name and the series adaptation also based on the novel. And believed me I was too and my lover was also as well and if something scary that happened then something good also happened actually best.
I won’t lie but yes, that something good which happened left all my fears washed away but when that only good thing left, it broke me for the first time in life and I will never be broke as much I have been broken that time. But I am glad even after realizing what I lost, I haven’t really lost the normality inside me and neither the person but what I lost was that one quality time now which I think I will never get it with that person anymore.
It is like what we want we want from that person only which we have lost in some other than consequences which was not in our favor but that only gave us learning. A beautiful blessing turning into a lesson. That is the only thing one is afraid of happening again or repeated either with you or with your closed ones. Okay, for a while keep aside your story but what matter is it should not happen to your close ones.
Because if that broke you so much, it would not be broke to others and if this break them in any unconscious way their subconscious will end as after many a times, they became conscious of some things they wished to be fulfil with someone they never got the chance to be around.
Being broken is not the problem neither the fear is as it will end anyhow but make yourself feel broken is what it hurts sometimes, actually always. Wherever you go, whomever you meet try never to feel broke and if you fg.eel so much that you never be adjoined again, make a few good habits that somehow make you feel better.
And if someone near you is broken just look into their eyes or feel their aura, what they felt or what they gone through you will understand everything even if they haven’t told you anything. To just be with them is also a way to know their situation better, listening someone, having their favorite food or drink it is totally like being the part of them that they always are worried for.
You can get afraid or scared about that repeat situation but once you start to be anxious you have to calm yourself because knowing someone or being someone is not like how much they are broken it is also like how they handle themselves better than you. Or here is better one, you can be both for two individual people to know them and then you will know how to take care of them or how to guide them and importantly that is the only reason you can end up your curse.
Every moment you learn a good thing is a sign of your maturity how you take things in life and how you take care of yourself. You have seen many things where it has written handle with care and I guess the same thing should be applied for humans and their misconceptualized emotions because if our emotions ended and we start to became a boring person I guess that is the time you are alive but you are dead.
A person did not dies when their soul left their body but one dies when they did not even become boring or start to use lame jokes but actually when they lose interest in everything and think humanity is no more. Because, if we will have faith in the humanity, in their thinking and if it is wrong we should change into a better one then one is always alive and their heart is always alive and their soul is always alive.
Humanity is the first and the last thing to denote what other is feeling. It is not psychological neither philosophical, it is just humane and inhumane following two types of people insane and sane. Believe in yourself and more than that in your emotions.